Secret messages at the coffee shop
Kelsey is moving in. Classic lez uhaul.
I have had so much of my childhood sex abuse be UP lately and fuxk I'm so tired of having to navigate the damage and it's effects on me.
It helps to have a feminist/philosophy brilliant academic sweetheart slash poetry whore to navigate the terrain with but I am so DOnE with the physical effects of the damage and how repressed/cut off I often feel from feeling anything below the neck...
can I have a physical repatterning now please? Can I move forward from some of this shame for 2017? I would be ever. So. Grateful.
I want full access
Orgasms that I dont run away from in fear of what is behind them. I want to trust that feeling pleasure is not only socially and physically acceptable but also emotionally safe.
I have a new girlfriend.
Goddess I am so glad to be back with wimmin again. What a strange trip that was dating men but I really needed to explore my attraction to masculinity and figure out where the lines were. I was also having a major biological clock thing and needed to test the universe to see if heteronormativity was actually for me. Thank God It's Not.
that much is clear
except to say that men whose dicks dont get hard, or dont stay hard when one wants them to, is confusing.
there has been a new boy, sailor two.
perhaps already cum and gone?
36 hour weekend (okC stranger) date.